Wednesday, November 01, 2006

woke up at TWO for today.
wahh. nilah org kater.
"POMPUAN melayu terakhir"

hehe.
supposed to go raye with nana they all.
tapi memandangkan anak dare di sini
terlewat bangon, jadi, hasrat tinggal hasrat ajelah.

=0

LOLS.

MAMA.
i love MAMA. very strong.
hee.
haiiish.
MAMA
i do hope one day.
u'll understand your daughter's needs and WANTS.
i pray for that one day to come.
sometimes i feel that
my own family never support me.
not saying bad but, i can't feel it
why can't i have all the support.
i want to do this, i thought i could have all the support
but.. it turned out that everrrrryooone dislike it.
what can i do?
haiish.
it seems like i'm still a SIX year old to them.
i know they care.
i know they love me.
but still, i'm sixTEEN.
unless, they don't TRUST me.
then i can see the reaon whyy.

i don't want to be ousted from the outside world.

i don't want to feel neglected.

and i don't want to feel miserable every single day!


so..
the best way....
i'll remain FAR from everyone.

i don't want to burden myself to all these
after all.
i still love my family.
i love them very much.
but, have some thoughts for your little one over here.

i'm crying.

gosshhhh!!!


haiiish.


nvm. everyhing's gonna be over when i took my n's result.

either i scored, failed or passed.
i hope that i never disappoint anyone.
because i knew.
i did my best.
BUT.
there's so many obstacles i've got to face.
i wonder if i could pass.

i will always pray for the best.

=0

insyaallah.


FRIENDS.

don't leave me. MAMA too.

kiss my smoky lips baby 1:56 AM

miss-whatever

If U don't like me , by all means ; LEAVE
cos I won't entertain
attention seekers
hate me? or love me
you decide :)

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:: new LAPTOP
:: new TOPS
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:: new line (lols)
:: RENOVATE my room
:: converse BAG
:: MONEY.
:: MOVING ON
:: giordano khakis
:: MNG top!
:: 3/4 black pants
:: collections of novels
:: JON JON's ALBUM
:: TAUFIK's recent album
:: topshop shoe
:: coloured my hair
:: zara's sweater
:: white heeled pumps
:: wedges ::

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