Monday, June 25, 2007
Hello sweethearts.
(:
Mamaku udah pulang!
Miss HER. (: truckloads.
Holidays gonna end soon. AND that officially means BACK TO SCHOOL. Although at times, i tend to miss school, however there’s always a time when I find that coming back to school was a chore. After a long break…. Now I’m back to square one. Did my physics homework just now and hell it was so difficult. Simply because, I did not spent enough time revising my work. I gotta stop all enjoyment. Seriously.
Went for tuition yesterday at kak nah’s house. Deleted my photos with him at friendster. Sorry Ipin (:
Deleting our photo does not mean anything okay. I just randomly felt like it.
To Ipin ;
Sorry for whatever mistakes I did to you. It wasn’t intentional. Forgive me will you? I know you miss me. Well, honestly, me too (:
Don’t keep anything to yourself. Let me share it with you. (:
Let me be the first one to know anything and the last one to know nothing.
My feelings for you aren’t just illusion but its real.
Thanks for being there even when I don’t need you to be there for me.
Thanks for the shoulder whenever I’m sleepy.
And of course thanks for the priceless sweet-honeyed words.
I got you to blame for the feelings I had for you (;
I can’t promise you not to leave you if that day ever happens.
Because I’m afraid that I will be just making empty promises.
I’ll leave to fate to decide to where it will lead us to.
Please pray hard that it will lead to something good,okay?
I miss you Ipin.
I miss your family too.
*coughs*
(:
However honey, my girlfriends are important too.
I seriously MUST do well for my O’level. I’m beginning to feel the pressure now.
With mama telling me to study 24/7 with no BREAK, and Ying Ling telling me and kak nah that we don’t have much time left for the O’s. Frankly, I’m a last minute person. Everything that I did was all last minute work. EVEN for my N’s. I did my art at the very last minute, I studied my combined humans like 4 hours before the exam, and I practiced my maths for like 12 midnight on the day of the exam.
Luck happens when it comes to N level. But it just won’t happen for O’level.
So I kept telling myself this past few days that no matter what happens, I am so going to study REAL EXTRA hard for my o’s.
Please give me some encouragement and motivation.
(:
I’m getting fatter each day. All thanks to Ipin. He’s the reason why I’m beginning to look like a rice sack.
Thank you sayaang (;
If you’re gonna leave me one day just because i am fatter like-god-knows-how, I’ll smear you till there’s no more life in you.
I gotta do my ART.
(:
It all started at Macdonald, Pioneer Mall. I remembered the first time I saw you was when you walked past my table and I said to myself, “Kaki bebulu sak!” LOL. No joke. Its true.
The next day, I was studying with khairun-ku when you THICK SKINLY ask khairunku’s number from me when she went to the ladies.
I wanted to ignore you but since you ask for HER number, not MY number so I said WAIT, kan?
Short while later, khairun’s back and I told her that you wanted to have her number. She was half-hearted, but I know part of her wanted to give. So I forced her to go out and just give her number to you. I was so confident at that moment that you were my friend’s ex boyfriend. However, you said you were not. So be it.
I was on my way back to Mac d when I saw you and samsir coming towards me. I wanted to ease myself but the ladies toilet were locked. (: But you told me that the toilet for the handicapped was not locked. So I went inside and I remembered asking you and samsir to accompany me, OUTSIDE.
Since you accompanied me outside the toilet, I agreed to accompany you and samsir to 7eleven.
Samsir went back to Macd to get something. And he left you and me. (: You were pestering me for my number, but I dare not give because I am just afraid. Ridiculous kan?
Therefore, I gave khairunku’s number to you.
(:
On 8 June 2007, 0830 hours, you messaged me (:
Since then on..
I started to realize that no matter how hard I try to forget about you due to some circumstances, the more you try to make me fall for you.
Thanks to my girlfriend *coughs*, you have succeeded. (:
I cannot stop missing you and I can’t stop to miss your family either. (;
I’m grateful to GOD for making our paths crossed.
If ever one day, anything bad happens to us, do not let it affect the bond I had with your family.
kiss my smoky lips baby 12:43 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
Farhanah Jumadi (:
I miss you sweetheartku.
I'll never be able to forget the stupid lame irritating jokes we shared, the secrets we confessed and the argument we had.
i just miss you lovely.
Muacks *
kiss my smoky lips baby 6:56 AM
Monday, June 18, 2007
kiss my smoky lips baby 2:25 PM
Hello sweethearts (:
This past few weeks of holidays has been an enjoyment for me. Not that i couldn't care less all about my studies but..... well, i know i need to buck up now.
Holiday seems so FUN with new cliques. (: Occupied the boredom. In fact, mamaku is still in paris for a holiday.
I miss mama tho`.
So far, life has been enjoyable and of course, i felt so happy. With favourite girlfriends like kak nah and khairun sleeping over, of course i had lotsa fun. However, not to forget we cleaned up the whole house and studied together. (:
and of course my beloved sisterku, fadh.
Thanks my favourite girlfriends for being there for me in times of my need. kudos to you super exotic girlfriends.
Speaking of new cliques. (: (:
I met these wonderful people at PM macdonald while khairun and I were studying.
The friendship does not end there. Almost every day we would meet up.
They are a good friends.
They care to share and they care to hear.
Thanks BABE, IPIN, SAMSIR, GI, & ABG EZAD.
hurhur.
He's nice. And he's good to me.
He never fails to cheer me up. BUT. the feelings i had for him was never certain.
I kept thinking of other people happiness rather than my own. He always told me to be strong. But i can't. He never whines when i need him there for me. He might not be perfect, but in my eyes he is.
I'll leave to FATE to whatever happens between me and him.
Hopefully, its something NICE.
But i know for sure, ONE of us is gonna get hurt and i don't want that to happen.
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