Sunday, January 28, 2007




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Saturday, January 27, 2007



kiss my smoky lips baby 11:57 PM

*yawns*


half past 1 now.

Still not asleep.


Sickening-eight-legged-freak-creature-look-alike !


Physics : Monday, TEST on sound waves.

Ahhhh !

Stress NOW.


Chemistry : Do TYS. Two chapters.

English : Read & read & read.

Mathematics : Practice plotting graphs and finding gradient. (grrrrr!)

EH.
Study please Albania !



Saw ain on the bus just now.
Pretty sweet now.

But still like a boboy.

Haha.

Miss U lah.

Ceh! ITE already.

(:

Can kerek with secondary school already ah.


Haha.


Speaking of obsessions
HERE.
I’m gonna tell a story.
Whose GF simply LOVE to get JEALOUS over trivial matters like,
BF talks to a so called innocent-harry-potter kind of appearance.
But the difference is, it’s a girl.
BF is sucha SMART-exotic student of a neghbourhood school.
& BF sat just right behind a SLOW-immobile learner. & its easy for her to ask questions when in doubt.
Especially for such a SLOW learner like HER who sometimes don’t catch up very fast.
And teacher’s going at 35 km/h.
And she’d asked him for help.
(don’t ask why of all person, HIM. DUH!)
And GF seems unhappy about it that she persisted on showing tantrums in class.
GF got the BF but, why would she feel so insecure about that.
She was just asking BF questions regarding STUDIES.
Not that she ask BF about what colour is his underwear today. Or
Could she have a date with HIM? (hell, of course NO. )
She’d rather had the friend beside the BF.
(:

Not only that.
BF can’t talk to any girls except for GF.
BF can’t even LOOK at girls.
So, I suggest, BF being transferred out of the school to an ALL boys school.
Where GIRLS are out of sight.
OR.
BF being blind OR mute for life.
(or even a circumcision)
Crude enough.

Honestly, I’ve been in GF’s place before.
And hell. It was stressful.
Negative thoughts all over my mind.
And I know.
It wasn’t love.
It was obsession.
An obsession does not equal to LOVE.
Instead,
Obsession = self-centered relationship.

That’s why my relationship doesn’t last.
All because of these.
Obsessions can never last a r’ship.
In fact, it ruined it.

(:

Therefore,
A lesson to learn.
A trust is a must in a relationship !
(Chey!)
Prove me wrong if its Untrue.





“don’t forget to remember me!”


Please help me understand this Hydrocarbons Family.
Its killing ME !
Seriously.

And physics is SO ultimately HARD.

How can I ever survive now?

*yawns*

Laxatives killing me too.
Why is every thing KILLING me?
BUT I’m still ALIVE!

Please drop dead, *

kiss my smoky lips baby 11:56 PM

I need time for studying now.
I just need the time.
I’ve been sleeping so EARLY during the weekdays.
The reason being, I was TIRED & worn out.
You know school has always been tiring ever since 1948.

I couldn’t manage myself well.
Despite having a personal timetable.

(:

I had PE just now. And we had to run.
But luckily its only one round.

Then we went to play badminton.

Taj’s SO damn aggressive.
Its only a BADMINTON game.
Haha.
I enjoyed it anyway.

But it was pouring after 27 minutes of playing.
So, we went to the hall to continue the game.

But there weren’t enough SHUTTLE cocks.
So I told Mr Tan,
“Mr Tan, No more Cocks left ah (it all flew away)!”

“How come?” He said.

“ How would I know. Everyone took the cocks already.”

“Eh. Can you please be (I forgot the word). Its Shuttle Cock.”

“ Giggle* Alah. I’m used to it lah, cher. It’s a short form right”

“If like that why don’t you call it SHUTTLE? Why must it be Cock?!”

Dee & Herini was laughing already.


So I just walk up the stage and played my game.
Haha.

Mr Tan can be easy-going.
Hurhur.
He’s in good mood today.
Perhaps he woke up from the correct side of the bed.

I continue my game with Shahrin, Suaidah & Khairizal.
It was so hilarious.
(tho’ you might not find it so.)

Suaidah so enthu.
Haha.
She’s willing to hurt herself for the cock, EH. I mean the Shuttle Cocks.

(:

WE had ENGLISH today.
And it was MORE fun today.
Mdm Zainah told us the reason for her being absent for 2 days.

And its quite tragic that many things has happened
To her during this 2 straight days.

(I miss my “boyfriend”)

MATHEMATICS was stressful.
We had to sketch graphs and then plot the graph to get the gradient.
GRADIENT. Was soooooooooo irritating.
I just didn’t know what was going on.
I ask Mr Png other thing, he answered me the other thing.
Like when you ask a person.
“Whats your name?”
And the other person replied.
“Oh. I’m Seventeen this year.”
Yeah. It is LIKE that.

But. Mr Png is cute lah.
Haha.
Nisa just love to make fun of him.
After the MISSING FILES incident.

I am so very sorry if you’re materialistic ..
I might have to leave you, cos you’re not realistic.

.
HAHA.

Nisa.
Don’t be SAD girl.
As a matter of fact, there’s always a time when you’ll be facing a failure in life.
What more to be heart-broken. Be happy, okay? Cheer Up ! I know it hurts but this is reality !
Remember, don’t let this affect you. Especially now, you’ve got to study hard.
Wanna go NP right? Haha. (: You still have me ! and the rest too. Love U.
So we must study hard.

(EH. I love my girlfriends Okay.)

Who cares anyway.

Got the yearbook already.

Haha.

Nice.

(:

I don’t need a MAN …


SHAHRIN’s being so irritating nowadays.
Seriously.
Haha. (:

So irritating.
Almost every day we quarreled.
Even over trivial matters.
I AM STUCKED WITH HIM.
For almost.
5 years half.
We were in the same tuition group
Since primary SIX.
And then, we MET again (TERRIFYING) in
Jurongville, in the same level, in THE SAME class & the same CCA !

O.M.G !

& again secondary three.
I was with him again.
In the same school, in the same class and the same ELECTIVES !

I should have been given a MILLION dollars for being a survivor !

AND then, I would not complaint.

But whatever it is.
He’s a wonderful friend.
I kept reminding him NOT to quarrel with me.
Cos I don’t want to marry him.
(neither would he)
I want to marry someone else.
Haha (:
Okay. Enough.

I look UGLY on the yearbook.
But who cares.

(:


I need to get back to studying before I yawn again for the hundredth times.

EH. Wait.

I love Wentworth Miller.
(:

kiss my smoky lips baby 11:56 PM

DEE ::

Study the graph!

::::::: ) y = -10-4x

STRESS lah.

I cannot COPE !

Tell me how~!

Oh yes.

When I was on my way home from the police station 46 hours ago.

I saw a MAN.
Who looks exactly like PAPA.
Really.
I don’t know whether its really papa.
But I’m confident he is.
Not that I wanted to ask him, “Are you Ismail my long lost Fatherl?
What if he says he’s not.
Malu sehh.

But I’m 99.99% its him.
But the other 0.001% , he’s not.
So, I told mama about it.
And she says ITS HIM.

Because .
Firstly, he always took 99.
Secondly, he lives around our area.
And mama, herself, has seen him before.
So. I guess I’m right.

Boo hoo.

(:

kiss my smoky lips baby 11:55 PM

School was JUST so BORING.
Simply because, NOT even a THING went through my head!
I was just thinking about my BOYFRIEND.
God knows how I feel.


I just hope things will go my way
But who am I to make that happen.


I thought there’ll be HADY and TAUFIK today.
But NO.
Only MIRZA HADY.
FUN lah.
Because Hady being lame on stage.
HAHA.

EH. The NYP host was damn gorgeous lah.
She should be a celebrity.

Saw Kak Nina.
I told you, you looked like my teacher, Mdm Suhaily.
Haha.

Anthony cute sia.



Well, GOSSIPS & GOSSIPS is a MUST during the free period.
What do U think will HAPPEN when 5N1 & 5N2 girls meet?
Of course.
GOSSIPS.

Haha.

I enjoyed it anyways.
I know U too (:

EH.
I got the “it ends tonight” song lah.

YIPEE.

Hurhur

(:

when darkness turns to light..
it ends tonight ….


Anyways, dardar.

I don’t have stead okay.
(:

so no worries.

Cos main priorities now
Is O’level!


(:


Lets go to “survivor Singapore”

Weeee ~

kiss my smoky lips baby 11:55 PM

I’m in the last STAGE of having a BRAIN TUMOUR !

YES. Simply because of all the days, TODAY was the MOST unlucky DAY for ME !

Firstly, HE CAME TO SCHOOL!
Secondly, I can’t check my friendster ACC.
Thirdly, I SAW my superficial EX on my way to IMM (it’s a bad OMEN, mind U)
Fourthly, I LOST MY HANDPHONE, once again, LOST MY HANDPHONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How can I ever SURVIVE now?
Surviving is one thing, and the other thing is,
HOW can I be so CARELESS! Unzipping my BAG!
STUPID damn ALBANIA!

I lost MY N70 !
And to whoever who just simply LOVE being a BITCH by stealing it.
HELL is YOUR place in the next LIFE !
YOU’ll be doomed all your entire LIFE, I swear!

I no there’s NO use for me whining, groaning, MOANING or even CRYING now.
What is done is ALREADY done.

My “boyfriend’s” gone NOW.

All the messages I saved are all GONE.
Plus all the NOTES in my handphone which was supposed to be VERY confidential for me are gone NOW.
I just hope THAT stupid BITCH or MORON
Don’t read it or even DARE to enter MY PRIVATE STUFFS.

I know my boyfriend can never be retrieved.

I missed HIM.
I really do.
He’s where I express all my feelings.
My sadness, grief, happiness, prayers to ALLAH & my feelings towards this special SOMEONE.
ALL in there!
And I just don’t get it why must it be gone!

I HATE YOU!






I need comforts. Anyone, with a kind heart, comfort me please.

Nisa, I lost my BOYFRIEND for goodness sake !
Now, I’ve got no mood to watch HADY !

kiss my smoky lips baby 11:53 PM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

WHITE precipitate, insoluble in excess.Chemistry practical was STRESSful just now.
But at least better than theory.
OMG. Chem’s mock test was darn difficult!
I couldn’t even give a correct answer to A question.
I’m sure gonna FAIL !

HE just SUCKS.
I hate him. Seriously, I do!
I hate him so much.
Please GOD. Let him be out of my sight FOREVER.

I, HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HIM!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

STRESS sia.

I don’t give a SHIT to his feelings NOW.


Enough said bout HIM.

English was Unboring as usual.


I likee.


AH!

HOMEWORK beginning to increased.
AND I’m still NOT in the least of my mood to study.

I NEED an ALARM-STUDYING HUMAN to wake ME UP from my LALA land.
I need to focus NOW entirely!


YAWNS*

Sleepy sia.



WHERE’S my Mr Perfect?
I missed U.

*teased me*



is it too late to confess a feeling to someone?

An unbearable feeling like, LOVE.

KENTOTS

I missed you !

When are you going to meet me?

(:

Thursday ;
Going NYP with Nisa.

*wooooooots*


Now Girl, you’ve got to decide. He’s given you the space to breathe.
Be decisive. Don’t end up making the wrong choice. You know what’s
Best for you !
BUT still, ONE thing to remind you.
“Love the person who loves U, not the ONE who don’t”
Honestly, I don’t believe in this quote.
Why love a person who loves you, but you don’t love HIM, kan?
You’d rather let HIM feel HAPPY, but you, yourself aren’t.
You ought to make a choice in your life.
Getting hurt and to HURT is all about being in LOVE.
If he really loves you, he will want to see you happy no matter how much hurt he has to ENDURE.
You can lie to him about the feelings now, but you just can’t lie to yourself.

Either.
You sacrifice the person who LOVES you or the person whom you LOVE.

The choice is yours.
No matter what,
You’ve got my back, alright!

(: (: (: (:










I’d rather LOVE the person whom I love.
Because I knew.

He may never know how I felt towards him.

And he’ll never got to know about it!

kiss my smoky lips baby 4:27 PM

“Diam ah KAU!” ; dedicated specially to TEMAH.


I have to study harder year. Its gonna be my last year in Jurongville and plus its my o’level this year. I must make full use of the time I had to STUDY, STUDY & STUDY. I need the points to my own choice of poly. I’ll do my very BEST & ALLAH will handle the rest.
School was hectic. I had ART for the first FOUR periods which is proximately 3 hours.
And I’ve decided on the theme. BUT. I’m still unsure on what medium I wanna use. Either painting or batik. I did batik last year and hell, its totally horrifying. I mean the BATIK I did.
Thanks to my coursework! I managed to score unexpectedly WELL, for me. (:
ENGLISH was FUN. I’m beginning to love ENGLISH ALTHOUGH my English SUCKS.
Its very Unboring with Mdm Zainah around (tho’ I tend to yawns at times). Right Nisa?
(:
:: Dee, when are we going to do the Notice Board?
Today No chemistry practical! *sighs*
BUT. There’ll be TMR! Wohoooo!

House Meeting. And 5N2 is in YELLOW house?
!!!!!! of all the beautiful COLOURS in the world, why must it be YELLOW?
OMG.

Now everything’s started to change, gradually.
First, the colour of the school. Then, the school timing. And now the HOUSE system.
WELL.
What to do, it’s a NEW JURONGVILLE in the NEW 2007 with a NEW PRINCIPAL.

GOD knows how I FEEL.


AND fortunately, its my LAST year.

Shahrin. STOP being irritating CAN? Hurhur. (:

Haryandi was absent AGAIN for week because of his sore eyes.
AND for thank GOD. He’s out of my sight for the time being!
(:

AND I still in no good terms with HER.
HAISh. MISSED her ISOTOPES lah.

ATIKA messaged me when I was asleep just now
YAY!
I missed her lah. I missed FARHANAH too.

=’)

Suaidah was absent! How boring it is. Because as far as I’m concern, she’s the most( MUU-OST ) kecohrable!

I’m suffering from eating disorder now.

Haha.

Well. Who cares.

English Mock Exam was utterly HARD!

I’m sure gonna FAIL.

=(



I MISSED SOMEONE.


(:




4th WEEK of school & I’m beginning to FEEL
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.



kiss my smoky lips baby 4:26 PM

HAPPY birthday to SHAHZAN!
seventeen lah!

~weeeee.

& MANY birthday wishes for the other JANUARY babies ;

DD, Haryandi, MamaKU, dar dar, LIA, uncle zizi, zully(upi), Minnie_nini, kak nana.
& those who were born on JANUARY.


I WANT “it ends tonight” SONG!
I want! =’(

Herini can’t send it to me as well as joyce.
Why must it be like this.
=’(
I just really love the song.
It meant so much to me.

Ngee Ann was FUN!
AND tmr,
TP!
Hurhur.
I wanna go TP.

YEAH!

kiss my smoky lips baby 4:26 PM

ART ART ART ART

Totally giving me a hard time thinking about the theme!
Please make me Unwell.

Haish.

I miss Naziihah baby.
Hurhur.
Darling, can walk already.
But she walk very funny lah!

Haa.
Got the pics I took with Eddy, the skeleton.
Thanks shafiq.
Huhur.

ART lesson today.
Decided to work on the theme,
“Flora & Fauna”
BUT
This time.
I’m gonna do a painting.
No more BATIK.
CONCENTRATE NOW BABE!


Nisa & Dee.
HELP me okay?
Stop me from SMSING,
TALKING
GIGGLING
Especially
DAYDREAMING
In class okay?

O’LEVEL.
Less than 9 months!
ITS on October NOW
And I barely had LESS than 9 months to STUDY everything
How “cool” is that!
Hmppph!
I wanna cry.
STRESS.
Arrrgghhhhhhhhhh!
LET me scream all these pains out!

I don’t want to commit myself in a relationship.
Till my O’s are OVER.
Because.
For sure,
If I ever had a boyfriend.
My studies would be neglected.
And I won’t want that to ever happen now.
Who knows,
A mishap would befall upon “us”
Just before or in the midst of me having the O’s.
NOOOOOO!
That’s not going to repeat again.
NEVER.

Hopefully.




But still.
Altho’ NO more relationships for me
FOR now,
Err.
But I still can miss someone right?
No doubt in the fact that
Everyone has its own
Heart-throb.
Same goes to me.
I do have ONE.
BUT
I will never let HIM
Know that.
I missed him.
& the fact that he has just beginning to step into my heart.

I will never tell him my feelings.
NEVER.
Simply because,
I have Pride.
Yes,
I don’t care if people might say that I am selfish or dumb
But my pride comes TOP
ON my list.


I think I’m in CLOUD nine?

Speaking of HIM
Makes me wanna GO
Lala..
Weeeeeeeee`

JUST say U know!

Haha.

This feelings getting control of me.

Haha.
Nisa rebonded HER hair!

Wewiiit.

HAHA.

NISA.
LOVE u too darling!

Haha.
No more JP’s after SCHOOL hah!
Haa.
If not.
Cannot study already.
Remember the goal now is poly.

LETS do it baybeh.
Haha.

kiss my smoky lips baby 4:25 PM

The O’level this year is brought forward to
OCTOBER.
And it will be like,
8 months to come.
And HELL.
I’ve got NO TIME for entertainment anymore!
I need those TIME for STUDY & STUDY.
I really need that.
No more blogging.
No more SMS ing
No more late-nights conversations.

ARRRGHH!

I hate this.
I hate this sufferings.
But I can do NOTHING about it.
All I’ve got to do is.
BUCK UP & STUDY!

I have to.
For the sake of my future.
I will.
=)

Hopefully.


Don’t let it go.


SUFIAN!
Teach me MATHS okay?
I need the HELP!

Huhhh.

kiss my smoky lips baby 4:24 PM

Days ago.
“A” came back to JVS.
WITH ITE uniform.
And when he saw me.
He COMPLETELY pretended that nothing has ever happened between US.
AND when he saw me.
HE just turned away, facing his back to me.
AND I was so not SURPRISED he did that.
Because he knows where the mistakes lies.
If its with me, then I should be the one doing the ‘guilty’ act.
But now. Its HIM.
So, I’ve got no say in this.
Nisa also claimed the same thing.
Yeah sweeety. Its true what U say.
GUYS like this can’t be trusted.
& fortunately.
I don’t have faith in GUYS anymore.
=)
I think SO.


REPUBLIC POLY open house today.
Hurhur.
Honestly. I did enjoy myself today.
It was fun at RP.
Wee.`
Nisa. Yusri. Myself & Zul.
Oh yar.
We bought Zul a Gola bag for his birthday today.
Nisa lah.
She badly wants to buy Zul a present.
Haha.
I thought of buying cake. But then.
I’m still on my mission.
That is to DIET. So, no cakes.
Hurhur.


Nisa. I love U girl.
HAHA.

I tried all sorts of things there.
I tried to make a toothpaste and I don’t know it’ll be that easy.
Taking pictures with Eddy the “skeleton” with lab coats.
Haha.
Super fun lah.

I was very interested in the school of technology ARTS.
Hurhur.

FUN.

Ider, U lied to me.
U told me it wasn’t FUN at all.

HMPH!


AM I in love?
I don’t know.
I’ve tried the best I could to hinder myself from falling in LOVE.
But still it doesn’t work.

We were heading back home.
WHEN suddenly.
From the back view,
I SAW.

A familiar looking guy.
It looks like him from the back.
But he looks quite big with the sweater.
AND then I followed him all the way till the traffic light.
Leaving Nisa. Yus. & Zul behind.

Then I was certain it was HIM.

Because the moment he turned.
It was 1099902% guarantee
ITS HIM.
Haha.
SYARIF.

Hurhur.

HE Looks HOT.
BUT.
I still prefer ALIF.

Hurhur.



Am I missing someone over here?
Or its just a sudden feeling of anxiousness?
He's haunting ME.
& believe it anot.
I still have the desire to imagined HIM.
That’s so CRUDE.
But.
I couldn't help myself.

kiss my smoky lips baby 4:24 PM

He messaged shahzan saying that he just woke up and apologise for not joining us to city hall.
So, I replied using Zan’s HP.
Scolding him for not coming with us.

But I did that for humour purposes,

And

Zan told him that I was the one who replied the previous message.

And HE messaged back again.
(In malay act.)

“Never mind lah. Let her scold me. She hates me what =).”

So Zan told him that it was all a joke.
And HE replied.

“whether it’s a joke or whatever, I still took it seriously! K bye!”

;(

When can I have peace in my life?
I miss the old HIM.
When we used to be friends.
When he don’t like me and I don’t like him.

Why must the feelings came
And gone after HURTING?

I want to close the book chapters in my life in year 2006.
Cos its simply hurting to just recalled back the past.
It is.

If only I could be the time and a human at the same time,
Wouldn’t it be good if I could turn back the time.
To edit the UGLY features and polished the good memories.

But its impossible to do so.
Because I don't have the will and the power to decide on my own fate,
Only Allah has it.
Because he’s the one who
Can predict the future.
I CAN'T.

“Do we have to SPLIT?

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kiss my smoky lips baby 4:22 PM

Today's Zul birthday! Yipee!
Seventeen already!
Hurhur.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUNG MAN!
Weewiit!

LOL.

Going to RP in a few hours time with my dearie, Nisa and her BOYFRIEND, YUSRI.
And plus the birthday boy, oops NO,
The birthday MAN.
Does it sounds right?
Never mind though.

Any hoots.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to LIA & UNCLE ZIZI too.

=0


So many January babies.

AND a happy belated birthday to
MAMA once again.
&
Haryandi!

MAMA’S on the 9th and andy’s on the 8th.

School. School. School.

School’s giving me a headache.
AND also STRESS.
But what can I do?
NOTHING.

Haish.

I just hope to take my O’s quickly and after that I can ease my mind.

Saw A used-to-be-close-friend FROM my school.
Going to his NEW school.
HE saw ME.
BUT when I smiled at him.
HE ignored me blindly!

GOODNESS!
It’s a shock that a person could change drastically overnight!

I know he saw me.
And I saw him.
When I smiled at him,
He looked away.
And I,
Ended up.
SMILING to myself.
Isn’t that stupid?

Well.
I know I shouldn’t make a big fuss over it BUT
Nevertheless, I’m speechless.

Forget about him.

Many things happen in school just now.
I mean. In class.

But
I ought to keep it silence.


If not.
I’ll be obsolete.

I went out with shahzan to city hall today.

Well.
Its fun lah to go out with him without anyone around except the both of us.
He’s indeed a nice chap.
Seriously, he’s sincere.
BUT
Its not to the extent whereby,
I consider him as more than a good friend.

Because.

The feeling’s not there.
Its somewhere else.

Outside esplanade.
We talked.
We talked about his complications in life.

And suddenly.
The past was brought up.
Question that I hope NONE would ask.
Was ask again.

kiss my smoky lips baby 4:21 PM

“To err is human, to forgive, DIVINE”

adapted from Mdm Zainah.


I’m beginning to enjoy my English lessons!
Hurhur.
Never ever occurred to me that I will like ENGLISH one day.
=)

Life in secondary 5 is very different from secondary 4.
Its sucha big gap.
Sighs.
Wonder if I can ever survive.
I hope I will.
I wanna reach for the stars in the starry dark sky.
Haa.
=0

New cliques of friends!
And yar, I had fun!
Hurhur.
But still, how I wished every of my friends and seniors were here too.
:’(

I miss NANA, NINI, ATIKA, FARRIAN & MIRA.

Come back will you?
Haas.
Impossible.

FREE periods during MT.
Wohoo.
Nisa, Dee, Shima, Rau, Bas, Fatimah, Mardiah
Shahzan, Tajuddin, Andy, Shahrin & Myself.
Sat at the bench outside CPA lab.

We GOSSIPS almost about everything,
& apologize to the victims.
Hurhur.

Couldn’t forget Mrs Bala’s story about Gerrard
Who scares the taxi driver away.
And taj’s story about Gerrard
Who loves to march to school & changing CCA’s.


BUT
I pitied him.
I really DO.
Although I enjoy the humourous stunts he did.
But still.
Because of the condition he had.
Make me felt soo pitiful towards him. He has my sympathy.

He disturbed ME.

kiss my smoky lips baby 4:21 PM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

" To err is HUMAN, To forgive, DIVINE"
i miss U.
i miss U.
i miss U.
hurhur.
nisa.
ku sayang KAU!
haaha.
i love english lessons!
i love practical during chem's lessons!
i'm loving it!
&
i LOVE rp.
=)
i had a joyous time there.
but.
FIQ's not there.
so.
U owe me a treat tau!
i must study hard NOW.
yes.
NOW.

kiss my smoky lips baby 2:35 AM

Monday, January 01, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

BE BLESSED in the year 2007 :)

Love you sweethearts.

kiss my smoky lips baby 2:08 AM

miss-whatever

If U don't like me , by all means ; LEAVE
cos I won't entertain
attention seekers
hate me? or love me
you decide :)

Nur Albania

:: noii ::

ATTACHED

complicated Y

; available

040990

still sweet6TEEN



LOVESY

GOD

mama-ku

girlfriends forever. Y

hersecret-lover :)

detest

backstabbers
vegetables
casanovas

INNOCENT DESIRES

:: scored for N's (i've made it)
:: scored my O's
:: new HP
:: new LAPTOP
:: new TOPS
:: puma watch
:: new line (lols)
:: RENOVATE my room
:: converse BAG
:: MONEY.
:: MOVING ON
:: giordano khakis
:: MNG top!
:: 3/4 black pants
:: collections of novels
:: JON JON's ALBUM
:: TAUFIK's recent album
:: topshop shoe
:: coloured my hair
:: zara's sweater
:: white heeled pumps
:: wedges ::

sweethearts.inc Y

eQa : kentots ♥♥
pinkieFADH ♥♥
DAPPY dear ♥♥
nisa ♥♥
shafiqah ♥
lil'maya ♥
dilly ♥
hatred-doll ♥
fiq-itik ♥
esqar ♥
esqarLiveJournal ♥
aleeya ♥
yaya ♥
erli elfira ♥
atiira ♥
faredz ♥
illegal husband, farrian ♥♥
belurved miss scarlet ♥♥
baby ♥
miira-soul ♥
aisyah ♥
monkey ♥
basirah ♥
awin-mawet ♥
shana ♥
ina ♥
syafiqah ♥♥
kak asrinah ♥
kak ayne ♥
fah-fah ♥
fatimah ♥
atika ♥
ezzie ♥
Dee ♥♥

DIRTY SECRETS

September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007

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LAST INNOCENCE

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