Thursday, December 28, 2006

Why? Why must you start these misery AGAIN for goodness sake?! Haven’t you had enough? Or would U want some more? Life is so unpredictable. One moment U are sad and the other moment u’ll be like the most happiest person on earth. I don’t know what sins I’ve done that this is the retribution I get ! The retribution is U !
How would you feel if someone who has STEPPED into your life, LOVING and cuddling U like noONE else in this world cares, MAKING promises to be with U till the end of time, AND promised that HE will never HURT U even ONE bit,
SUDDENLY scolded U, threatening U to stop teasing the girl that he likes/LOVES or whatever CRAP his feelings is ! I’m not being a heartless-freaky-jealous ex girlfriend
Over here. BUT I DO have a HEART and I do HAVE what U call an invisible thing called “FEELINGS”
If U did this to make MAD or sad, then u’ve succeeded. Don’t blame me for SAYING this here where ANYONE or shall I say EVERYone can read it. I’m not giving U a bad NAME. but like I said, If U don’t give a damn to my own feelings why would I give a shit to yours.
I had enough of YOUR own way or tactics to make me feel HURT.
AND I had enough of TEARS and CRYINGS ON my bedsheets.
I wouldn’t want it anymore.
I don’t care whether U love her or U want her to be YOURS.
I won’t care every bit cos I know I’ve wasted my time thinking of U, crying for U and each time I finished doing that I thought
How stupid can I be ?
I want to vent my anger. And this is how I do it. I don’t want to be someone who LOVES to keep everything by herself and ended up getting hurt.
If I had a choice, I would smear U to death. I want U to feel how its like to be hurt INTERNALLY and EXTERNALLY. Yes. I’m bringing up the past. The past that U think I’ve forgotten it. BUT. I never did ONCE forgotten it.
And I just hoped that ONE day,
IBU and AYAH would read what I’ve said here. I want them to know how FINE and well-respected their son are!
AND now, I’ve hated U. yes, I do. And I hope this feelings that I had towards U could stay as long as I live in this world.


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